spilled thoughts e.2

“There is always an alternativess.

Stop thinking that there is only one option open for you.

Let’s take self-improvement as an example,

Yes, make-ups do boost up your confidence but it is not permanent. 

Yes, blending in to people with different taste and opinions will boost your social life but it won’t last long.

Yes, lying will help you but the truth will prevail.

Its just that you don’t bother to take a peek at the second option, making you pick the wrong answer because you will safe with it, because you felt the comfort in it.

But the right answers isn’t meant to be comfortable after all.

Telling a lie is easier than telling the truth, making faking your smiles is easier than showing your frowns, covering yourself is easier than showing your true self.

Its easy as it seems to be, but in reality, it is not.

There would always be consequences in every decisions you make. Its not just affects you, or the person involved but also the people outside the question. 

Its better to live in agony in the beginning than living it for a life time then you, casually blaming it to others and to God.

Dear, think again. Its you all along.”

spilled thoughts e.1

Why do majority of people bashing someone in Social Media says ‘Get a life’

It is a metaphor (for me), I don’t know if its plain rude or not.

Both parties is at fault but saying ‘get a life’ to someone could be a little to harsh to some and fine to some. 

Well, in a heated arguement, good phrases can’t be heard.

Unless its in a Romantic Drama where the Protagonist and the Female lead are fighting and then in a spur of few seconds, the protagonist will profess his love or maybe the female lead because of the heated arguement. Cute ha?

 (It is cute if its not done in public, conversations such as those are meant to be private) 


‘What is the saddest song you’ve been listening to lately?’ She asked.

‘The sound of my slow heart beats, and the silent cries at night.’

humans not dolls

They are humans not toys to be constantly played with like how childrens do.

They’re a ray of inspiration peeking through the windows of our hearts.

They are stars meant to be admired afar.

They’re extraordinary and aren’t you one too?

A well-known person or not, every single human beings and of course, species, deserves p r i v a c y. 

Although we can’t ignore the fact that there would always be those ignorant people continiously thinking ‘They are famous, they should be entertaining us 24/7.’ Or ‘Who cares, they’re used to this kind of attentions.’

Its not being used to it, its bearing with it. 

Knowing their names is different from knowing who they are. 
P.S. I want to insert a picture but this applies to all not only directly towards them. 

ten days late post



May 17, 2017,  marks my resignation to the childish society and my promotion to Adult society. Some things changed and some remains.

What did changed? My opinion towards our society.

What remains? Too many to mention, it is possible to type it one by one, its just I’m too lazy to do so. In general, two out of the hundreds things that remained to me as I step on the Adult train is my savageness and my love and affection towards tea & to my loved ones.

That day for me was extravagant and magical. The word ‘magical’ is a little childish but it is how I would describe it. 5 hours of smiles, giggles and laughs. Yes, there were several mistakes especially regarding the sound system and my voice (note: I wasn’t able to eat that much so I went to the Sweets Table and ate 2 gummy worms).

Despite those, the celebration was still a memorable one.

Before the actual day, I was too nervous and anxious, questioning myself with negativity.

It turns out to be different.

Not all of our invites were able to attend the celebration, there were empty tables and chairs but that’s not a reason for me to frown the whole celebration. I end up laughing too loud, maybe enough for the Guest at the back to hear. Just kidding.

I wish I could type all what happened that day, my mind is unable to process a proper story telling like paragraph. Maybe some other time.

I already posted my thank yous before that day, typing it again in this post would be a hassle. I don’t want to copy paste it, okay, it would be weird if I did.


If you’re one of my beautiful guests,

Thank you for playing an outstanding role for my first chapter as an Adult, for making my celebration extra special. Thank you, I hope you had fun as much as I did.


Don’t like it because its a trend,

Don’t do it because its a trend,

Like it because of how likable it is, the talent, the inside attributes.

Do it because you think its right.

Its crazy how people ride on the trend train, just to feel they belong in this society, little did they know their unprepossessing and trendy acts causes a stir in someone’s point of view.

Darling, you’re act takes a second but it is engraved for a lifetime.


Between True Love and World Peace,

I would choose True love


Without true love there wouldn’t be peace in this world, this world would be filled with hatred and backlash.

There won’t be peace if there is no love.